I love to cook

I love to cook. I especially love to bake. Its one of my favorite things to do. And I love the end results. Home made cookies, cakes, cinnamon rolls. Yummy. But sometimes, it kind of gets me down. It makes me lonely. It makes me miss you. Because I want to share my love of baking with you. I should be showing you how to make those delicious chocolate chip cookies, or how to make perfect sweet roll dough. But I don't, because of this choice I made for you. It just makes me sad sometimes, that even my favorite hobby makes me think of you and what I'm missing out on. But you have more now then I ever could have given you. You have an amazing life which I could not provide. And for that, I am thankful to your adoptive parents. I just hope they tell you all about how much I love you, every day. And how you'll always be in my heart. XOXOXO. Even when you're not in my arms, you'll always be in my heart